back in class

hey, its been forever.

soo life is going well, i guess. i graduated high school, yay!
but i came back for a semester.

here's some updates of my life
- belly button pierced
- tattoo on my body
- still with Trevor (almost two years)
- still wondering what wrong with people
- realized i wanna work with children
- still hating my body (hopefully that gets better)

nothing really interesting...

tattoooo

i got my tattoo idea ready to go.

you,

you, i dont understand you anymore.
your new friends, they dont care.
rumors, drama, gossip, they feed off of it
backstabbing bitches, are your new friends.
talking shit about everyone behind their backs
which means each other, and thats you.
what happen to our friendship.

now your just a bitch!

VB...

had a pretty good week, umm going to have a relaxing night with my boyfriend.
catching up on boardwalk it is honestly such a good show, so watch it.
if you have rogers on demand, you can start from the start. then i have my volleyball tourment tomorrow. im excited and not excited at the same time. first im excited beacause i haven't played club volleyball in a year. so that fun. but i hate my team, no i hate two girls on my team. first, brittney, i dont hate her, just dislike her, she was really bitchly, but she's okay now. she kind of being fake friendly but its bearable. then there is Alyica. she goof around at practise and complains about being liberod out. well guess what, you play middle, and middles suck a passing, thereforth are liberod out. and im sorry im such a good libero. like calm your shit, you are still going to start. so im playing libero this year. and im kinda pissed off that i dont get my own libero jersey with my number 14 on it. no i get to wear the team libero jersey with the number 15. which is stupid because i ask for number 14 and my last name on it and they order me a jersey like that but as the same colour as my team..... SO FUCKING STUPID. if you didnt know, a libero wear a different coloured jersey than his/her team.

oh yeah, Trevor is living with me. its pretty good.<333333

we only have ourselves

i learned somthing great today. dont trust girls, especially "best friends." they are only a bunch of back stabbering bitches, and i'm old enough know that im better than that. so honestly, enjoy your shit life with your creeper. im on the better things now.

im thαt person who belongs neither here nor there; just floαting in between.

i'm waiting for my future to begin

sick in the summer, like really?

so yeah, the title says it all about my day,
i was sick. like who gets sick in the summer?
only me with my luck. soo it was a pretty shitty day,
i actually watched the first pokemon series on youtube.
-----------> Pokehaunter (:
yeah check that out, if you like pokemon,
and i'm continuing my loneliness without Tre.
which is sad for me, but i get to see him Friday and
i get a sleepover :P

mid summer and i missed you

holy shit. i missed you blogger:(
oh if been like a month i think. nothing really new in life even.
trevor and i are still together, yay. its going to be 10 months.
woow, thats a long ass time. but i love him. what else? so yesterday,
i meet his mommy and she pretty cool. i sent the day in TO at the eaton and
chilling with Trevor plus some of his family. i got a dress from H&M,
and it has pockets. yes a dress with pockets. its kinda my new thing i love
in my clothing. soccer is going great, got 6 goals and 4 assits, not bad, if
i do say so myself. i scored on the chipmunk twice. amazing. so rice lake is
coming up. kinda excited since i wasnt going to go but Tre is coming up for the
weekend and that should be fun. and we will have a sleepover. FINALLY, YAY!
UMMMM opps caps. ummm* friends are still invisble. but trying.
soo yeah, hopefully be back soon

love

i truly love Trevor

summer lovin'

heyyy.
i missed you.
so summer has been good so far(: i love the sun tho(:
its amazing. plus my tan is coming in so nicely.
been spending most of my time with my lovely boyfriend, Trevor(:
almost 9 months with him<3 he's my everything and more.

smile if you need to

tell whats the point of wanting something?
it may bring you happiness? love? other good emotions?
but it can also bring some sadness
when you have to wait
waiting for something you want.
you can be promise to be given it.
but most promise are left broken.

world cup(:

loving world cup(:
goo England(:

54.

so tomorrow?
its the 11th
so what?
its 8 months
8 long 8 months
i'm so happy.
i fucking love him.
here's to 8 months baby!

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i love my boyfriend so much.
today was honestly the best.
thank you Trevor!

maybe

maybe i like to be a mess looking for love than in love looking for meaning

Myself

cant stand my reflection

Trevor(L)

you are all i need. you are my hero.

mom

thanks for ruining my day, you stupid bitch.

i less than 3 you

I love Trevor Dias so much, he's my everything, enough said.

What Now?

i dont know what to do with my life anymore.